Facing Reality

Long time no upload blog alrdy..... Today i finally get the meaning of the phrase in the poem i read.. that is "Be sure that nice really means nice". Today I went out with my bro, saw sth that really broke my heart... My mum said, "Dun treat your friends too good, they're just using you." I dun believe it because i think that all my friends are being really nice to me, not treating me nice cuz got ulterior motives.... But as soon as SPM ended, my friends totally.... No calling me out, never chat, never hang out anymore, except two of my classmates... Haha thanks guys, because you two always know what im thinking and always be there for me.... XD Mum, i wanna say sorry here because i didnt believe you.... I will always consider really thoroughly all the advices you gave me from now on.... Well, im leaving here... I will meet new people and find someone who is really nice to me.... Ah im really sad...